A Prayer for Her

A life without a problem is. . . is a what? A life without problems is impossible, is unattainable. Who the heck in this world has no problem? Minsan sinasabi natin, "sana bumalik ako sa pagkabata para hindi ko na maramdaman ang mga problema". Minsan siguro sa buhay ko nasabi ko na yan. Pero ngayon, iba na. Hindi na. Since we found out that my cousin has a heart disease. She's just i think, 6 or 7 months young. GRABE. Pano ko sasabihin ngayon na sana bumalik ako sa pagkabata para di ko maramdaman ang problema? Ee kung nakikita ko yung pinsan ko na nahihirapan. :( Sa tingin nyo ba hindi nya nararamdaman yung problema? Yung sakit? Kung masakit para sakanya, siguro hundred times na mas masakit samin.
I don't want to cry but every time i see her and every time she sinks into my mind, every time i think of her, i just can't stop my tears from falling. Just like now. :( It's really painful and hard. Maybe family members are now starting to question "why her? bakit sa lahat, sya pa?" Kung kaya ko lang kunin yung sakit nya, i will. Matagal na sana. But all I can do is to pray for her. And I really believe in PRAYER. It is the most powerful thing in the world.

To the most Powerful and Almighty God,
Thank you for all the blessings that you gave, giving and will give us. We're sorry for all the things we thought, said and done that are against Your will. My God, I know You can do all things. I believe in you, Father. Please. Please let my cousin live normally, without any illness. Please, My God, give her the strength she needs, the strength, power, and courage to fight. Please my Dear God, give her the chance to live the longest time you can give her. I know all things happen for a reason, and I know You have the perfect plan for everything and everyone. I just hope You'll let her live longer but if she'll just suffer, or will just go through pains, better yet, kahit ayokong mangyari at ayoko man sabihin, sige hahayaan nalang po namin syang mabuhay kasama Nyo. Whatever it is that You plan for her, we'll completely accept it, accept it with our whole hearts. Pero God, alam Nyo po kung ano ang laman ng lahat ng panalangin namin, sana po'y dinggin nyo ito. I believe in You, God. And I trust You. I know You'll answer our prayers. Thank You, my God, very much.
AMEN.


I think, the first rule in life is Expect the Unexpected. Life is not perfect, Life is unfair. You don't know what will happen tomorrow, next week, next month, next year. You have to show whatever you feel, live life to the fullest, live happily, do what you want to do, tell and show your loved ones that you love them, and don't wait for tomorrow to do the things that you can do now. Life is short. Make the most out of it.